bythestreams:

I have six dollars and possibly another $50 coming Monday to last me the next 3 weeks. My direct deposit for my job at school didn’t work — so my last check from there is sitting at the school. However — I have less than a quarter tank of gas in my car… food for about 5 days (if I don’t binge/purge which doesn’t seem possible right now)… and my cell phone bill is due on January 1st ($76). My parents are poor so they can’t help me… and I’m literally wanting to just die right now. I need peace. Major peace. AND PROVISION. And favor. I’m only working 25 hours next week — but they told me I’d be working more while I’m home. So I’m just freaking out.

And I have less than a month and a half to have another $1300 for Argentina (1700 of the 3100 is due the first week of February — and I only have $423)…

Satan is really whispering how good it would be to take my own life right now… so this is just not okay. I’m a wreck about SO many other things on top of this… so this is just the icing. Please pray. I’m scared to death. I really need a miracle. So does my family. We don’t even get a Christmas… again. :/

I will be praying for you. please do not believe any lies about taking your life that satan may be putting into you head. I firmly believe that every person on the face of the planet is here for a reason. Things happen that don’t make any sence, but you will get through this and you/your family will be stronger for it. Also, do not be afraid to ask other people for help when you need it. The body of christ is here to help each other out in prayer but also in physical ways such as money.